What I really want

is some peace, man... a way to get my hands untied.
is some justice. . .

All these roles we play
what good do they do anyway?
hiding behind our masks
i asked a question no one dared to ask

mask shattered on to the floor
what good is hiding anymore?
is lying such a thrill?
your spirit it will kill

and it's never the right time
to say what's really on your mind
if you were to wait
would the truth disintegrate?

you hope it would
you wish it could
but what good would that do?
a disintegrating truth?

you'd still carry the imprint
the memory in your heart
about a chance when you could've said something
beginning's the hardest part

but you could have, you would have
you've got it all wrong
you start to fall apart
if you wait too long

so what i said, i meant.
yes i told the truth
because what good would it do
Hiding from you?

They all lied
They all ran to hide
I let go of my pride
Let go of disguise

and I'm sorry it had to be me
But that was the way it had to be
and I love you and i'm sorry.

Garfunkel

I bruise you, you bruise me
We both bruise too easily, too easily to let it show
I love you and that's all I know .

All my plans have fallin' through,
All my plans depend on you, depend on you to help them grow,
I love you and that's all I know.

When the singer's gone let the song go on...

But the ending always comes at last,
Endings always come too fast,
They come too fast but they past too slow,
I love you and that's all I know .

When the singer's gone let the song go on,
It's a fine line between the darkness and the dawn.
They say in the darkest night there's a light beyond

But the ending always comes at last,
Endings always come too fast,
They come too fast
But they past too slow,
I love you, and that's all I know.
That's all I know, that's all I know.

After a Scene

after a scene it's clear to me
things fall apart: they're meant to be that way
we don't wait for the shell to break
we make it explode as we give and we take

i took away what mattered to you
it wasn't something that i wanted to do: i knew
it was wrong and i let it all go and i know
it's probably something i'll always pay for

in a way, i believe no day counts but today
all these minutes will pass but it's all just the same
my name is what it is and i will never change on the inside
i'll try to hide but truth always wins

it's a growing up, each factor affects us all differently
we don't understand why we're living so distantly
from ourselves, each other, the way we look in the mirror
don't see between the lines, when you just disappear

in the words in your mind repeating echoing reverb
swerve right off the road as the wheel takes a turn for the worst
or so you think in the heat of it all, you fall, only to bring love out once and for all

sooner or later you begin to see as the dust clears
who was there, when was then, and now whoever is here
in living color in the moment, and you state for the record
your mistakes were hidden lessons you should never regret

don't let the past remind you of what was and is not
legends grow we make believe and we get what we want
in the end, it is a silence and the memories fade
all we made will be forgotten and our promises break

because all things that live have to die eventually
so live on in your love, and your truth will set you free
pretending will only get you down so miserably
so relax and let go and admit your defeat

and get stronger
get stronger
after a scene

start to see
that you are you, and you are as real as can be

Start to Bloom

I can't afford to let it go, or lose track of the love I know
To go without, I'd live a lie... but can my spirit learn to fly
After all's been said and done, love or fear- which one has won?
My will to grow's been broken down, no longer see what I once found
But hiding deep in corners dark, a tiny seed emits a spark
of Hope, of Faith, and from above the greatest gift of all: Pure Love
The tiny seed is resting there, safe from cold and smoggy air
The tiny seed is nestled in, inside the earth, where it can begin
To Grow so slowly, to unfold, in with the new, out with the old
and forgive my friend and don't lose sight of Love the only thing that's right
It's far beyond my fear and doubt-- those things my soul can do without
and stretching towards the clearest sky, the seed is natural and doesn't hide
opening up and taking in sun, deep in the heart, understanding the One
this is the chance for the sweetest high, this is the moment for you and I
discovering Life and taking flight, looking towards the brightest light
blossoming into a beautiful girl, exploring all parts of this brave new world
eyes open wide with intentions true, nothing you can say, nothing you can do
except watch this flower start to bloom, no such thing as later or soon
only this and only now, only us always somehow
believing in what's beyond, what's true, the yellow, the green, and the blue
not afraid to sing this song, no difference between right and wrong
bubbles burst and skies explode and all the while this you know
love is patient, love is kind, love does not deal with the mind
only the heart can set you free, believe in love and you will see

letting go and growing up
Letting go and growing up
Letting go and growing
growing
going
up

Justin Timberlake, I think that I know.

Be the same as you already are
Every minute hear the music
And get your soul in tune
Underneath the treble
There's a bassline
Yes the beat
Falls short of perfect
And the hook begins again
Lights up your mind
Lights up your body
Spirit of the Night
Best Friday Night
Ever
The most beautiful love is music
Without it there is nothing
Even my brain is blank
Even my world is boring
Nothing without music
Then I wait and see
He watches me
Enviously
Like a dreamer
I dance
Never letting go
Extraordinarily, he is
Singing to me
Opening the airwaves
For the flood of the melodies
Discover harmonies
I digest the chords
Slipping into the carelessness
Guilt free, love ridden
Understood
In a space without words
Secret breaks
Entrapped in the scene
And never wanting to leave
Not to stop
Dancing
Trust the truth if you don't you lose
Rush of blood
Unraveling in the snap
The shake
Home on the dancefloor

A Whacked Tornado Poem

Hello there and Happy Day!
Are you gonna make sure you get your way?
Very very lucky I have to say
to Even get the chance to breathe today...

Make me make you make it through
Elevated light that pulls us to

And from, around, and up and down
Towards the One that keeps us sound

Hello, hello, how is it?
Eventually I stand, I sit
Loving life and keeping fit
in Life, in love, don't slow one bit
Onward!

Keeping faith and keeping real
Eventually you know what you feel
Emersed in shallow waters clear
Pretending you are not really here

Make me make you set me free
Enter in eternity

Be still and see
Extraordinary
You and me
Only we
Never doubt
Drink from the fountain

Go farther than you were before
Open every single door
Open the box and look for more
Decide today don't hesitate
Before you is your path of fate
Yes you choose to walk the line
Evolve and make your choices in time

The People I meet

The people I meet
Teach me about me

I am in the right place


I sample these personalities
Try them on like jeans

It helps me know
The Real Me

Not something I'd ever wish to conceal
The people I meet
Make me feel more real

I met these people
Who brought me to a huge room
Full of recording equipment
and psychedelic energy

I fell in love with my life then

Brooklyn

Bring me more instruments
Reach out towards the stars
Onlookers gawk in amazement
Open the doors of your mind
Kill the fear, but keep its skeleton near so you remember
Love Love Love Only
Yes this is Your Life
Never forget who you are

Brooklyn possessed me
and her breath pressed up against me
So much more than a loft
So much more than a studio
I felt myself
become
so much more real

Here I am Now

how i saved the world

There was complete anarchy when i arrived
there was a mad scientist lady on the loose
Trying to kill, trying to takeover, trying to conquer

And she was coming after me, I was her first chosen target

So instead of running, i hid among the crowd
and blended in
a gift i have
when i choose to use it

Anyway

I decided to poison her with some of her own poison serum
She didn't know it, but I poisoned all her specimens too
all the volunteers who came to be a part of HER science project
I poisoned them all just enough
to make them sleep

And then I saved the rest of the world
We all left, and had a barbeque

"Hooray, our High and Mighty Queen! You are the best! The most exalted one! Celebrate!"

The day I saved the world